feeling rejected

Why does being rejected hurt so much? I thought I had a perfect job. I really enjoyed working for the doctor right here in my little town. It was so great it was part time which was perfect. I still have kids in school so it came together well. There was three other ladies working in the the office. I paid attention and caught on really fast. I made a few mistakes but who doesn't. The first month went pretty smooth. A few of my co workers gave me some suggestions on how to get the Dr happy. He even told me I was doing a good job. I got really sick with pneumonia and had to take a week off. How could I have gone to work with 102.5 fever. When I came back to work I got a email from my supervisor letting me know that my one month elval will be soon. The new office manager was hired a few weeks before so I really did know much about her. Well she did not impress me. She was harsh and rude. She informed me that even if I am puking and bleeding out of every orifice I should be at work. So My pneumonia was not a good enough reason to miss work. I was so mad. I could not say anything in fear I would say something to get me fired on the spot.then I was informed that I have been rude to people on the phone and have no phone etiquette. I have been in some sort of customer service for the past 20 years. I know I am very good on the phone. I love answering phones. My supervisor did not even warn me this was going down like this. I lost all respect for her. After a few more weeks where I thought I was doing better I got blindsided again. I looked into taking my certification test. I found out that the waiting list is six months.my supervisor called me and asked if I could come her office and do some scanning. He office got behind while her Dr went on vacation. I went over two days in the morning to help. I tried to talk to her about this new hr manager.all she told was this woman is a hard nose. That is a non curssing way to say she a heart less bitch. I had a feeling something was. wroung about two weeks ago when they started trainning the front office women how to take care of things witth patients. I was told by a co-worker that the dr has issues with me talking to much to the patients. I am sorry but I was taught in MA school I was suspose to make them comfy. I guess my strong personality was to much. Two days ago I got termminated. The reason where all stupid. I really think the doc and the staff just did not like me. I was told since I could not get my certification till Aug; I am terminated. I was not surprise I was let go. It just hurts to be rejected. My husband has been trying to make me feel. It not working. Maybe tomatrow I can be optimistic.
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