Winter Blues

Sometimes when winter hits I get a little blue, well this year its been worse than most. Not only I am depressed but I have some anger issues. I have had anger issues in the past, but the past year they have been getting worse. I fly off the handle very easily lately and really feel like I could hurt someone if I don't walk away from the situation. After my lovely outburst I feel so guilty I cry for hours. I have seen my doctor he is trying different meds for me, but even that makes me feel guilty that I can handle things on my own. I have finally finished school and I was hired by the first Doctor I had an interview with. I should be thrilled but now I have all the stress of training and feeling guilty about not be here for my family. I have locked my self in my room trying to calm down so I don't yell at the people I love. I am truly wondering if its not hormones or the lack of them that is making me crazy. I feel like I could sleep for hours, I try to sleep at night but I Cant get my mind to stop. I am hoping to feel better soon. I am trying.